[ Day 5] Pengalaman SBE pertama! School-Based Experience

Hi Assalamualaikum and yeayyy! Hari terakhir!

Sedih tapi dalam masa sama gembira. Akhirnya dapat spend masa buat assignment menggunung tapi sedih sebab sorang-sorang datang kat kami tanya,

" Teacher, lepas cuti teacher takdok doh ke?"
"Teacher nok gi mane?"

Weeeee~ walaupun korang buat perangai dengan teacher, nakal-nakal tapi teacher sedih la jugak nak tinggal korang. Aku tak puas lagi ajar diorang membaca, ajar suku kata, ajar mengeja for the linus ones. Aku rasa satu tanggungjawab yang susah nak dilepaskan. Awhhh

Hey, my slow-learners, i hope you will meet a good teacher some day and don't worry. I was a slow learner too! Back then and now. But jangan risau, Allah kan ada? If you happen to read this blog and know me, trust me. Allah is always with you. Sape kata lambat membaca, mengeja, menulis tu bodoh? It is not stupid, it is another name for hardwork :)

Tapi korang hebat tau tak? Korang diajar membaca doa sambil menghadap kiblat which is jarang sangat nak nampak suasana tu kat sekolah-sekolah di bandar. 

Haaa lagi satu, korang ni sangat-sangat bertuah bila korang dapat tahu apa yang aku fikir ni. Suasana pembelajaran sekolah sangat tenang sebab jauh dari kawasan sibuk dan kilang dan bandar dan jalanraya. Sangat-sangat mudah untuk terima pembelajaran, aku rasa kalau aku duduk sini mesti selalu A+ hahah. Sebuah bangunan kelas yang aku kagum adalah kelas 2A dan 3A. Kelas diorang sangat unik. Bukan dari simen seperti kebanyakan bangunan tetapi dari kabin! Tadaaa~

Sungguh, terima kasih bagi aku peluang untuk menimba pengalaman kat sini. Terima kasih bagi aku peluang kenal budak-budak dan perangai mereka. Terima kasih tak terhingga meskipun kedatangan aku seolah-olah tiba-tiba kerana masalah teknikal. Kedatangan aku seolah-olah tiada sambutan tetapi sangat dialukan. Terima kasih untuk semuanya.

Okay, CUT! Time for assignments!

[ Day 4] Pengalaman SBE pertama! School-Based Experience

Hi Assalamualaikum.

Hari keempat. Hari kedua sebelum berakhirnya SBE fasa 1 aku. 

Jujur? Aku gembira sebab dah nak habis. 

Tak jujur? Aku gembira bila tengok budak-budak ni. Aku masih merasakan mereka belum mendapat hak mereka secukupnya. Sigh

Aku bukan nak kata guru kat sini tak berusaha, malah mereka sangat berdedikasi mengajar anak-anak kampung ni. Maksud aku, tugasan yang bakal digalas bakal guru nanti-- akulah tu. Aku bersetuju jugak dengan apa yang disindir oleh adik neelofa tu. Masalah kita senang sahaja, kita praktikal ketika belajar, bukan ketika bekerja. Aku hairan, macam mana hasil pembelajaran dan pengajaran kreatif yang guru-guru cipta ketika belajar hilang begitu sahaja bila masuk alam bekerja. Aku tak nafikan aku mungkin juga begitu. Sebab kita dilatih begitu. Dilatih untuk hipokrit dalam belajar. Dilatih hipokrit semata-mata inginkan keputusan gempak dalam peperiksaan. Kerana minda kita diasah, bekerja mesti sibuk. Peperiksaan mesti lulus. Pengajaran haruslah dari orang yang kertasnya bersih dari B, C dan D. Orang gagal tiada tempat jaminan kerja. Entahlah. 

Harini aku sangat kagum dengan budak-budak ini. Mereka tetap melayan aku walaupun aku agak membosankan. Aku bosan kan? Bakal guru bosan yang hanya tahu marah-marah bila budak tidak mendengar kata. 

mekasih tolong cikgu jayakan kelas agar 'hidup'

Perhimpunan pagi dimulakan dengan sesi storytelling oleh dua pelajar tahun 1. They were so cute wearing head band of rabbits when telling the story of the cats! 

Whilst, i detected another problem in class 3 Arif which i can relate why they acted that way to me.

[ Day 3] Pengalaman SBE pertama! School-Based Experience

Hai Assalamualaikum again. 

Terlambat lagi nak update untuk sisa hari yang berlalu di sekolah SBE. Sungguh! Aku rasa hidup dah cukup organizable bila duduk rumah ni sebab yelah, chores-chores lain semua mesin dan umi yang buatkan tapi tak! Aku tak faham kenapa malas betul nak buat kerja bila dah balik rumah!

Arghhh!

Malam ni aku nak sambung cerita SBE di sekolah dan semoga dengan mula menulis entry ni aku akan rajin untuk mulakan assignment yang melambak untuk dihantar minggu hadapan! Creepy enough banyak gilo. *mata semakin kuyu*


Okay,hari ketiga tak berapa memberangsangkan sebab seperti biasa, perhimpunan pagi tetapi hari ni kan unit beruniform.

Then, just another observation. That's all.

[ Day 2] Pengalaman SBE pertama! School-Based Experience

Assalamualaikum and hai.

Today was really exhausting for me. I got into 2 classes and those were enough to make me upset all night long. Since the teachers are all busy for the upcoming Kejohanan Sukan or whatever they have I don't recap much, they asked if we (trainee teachers) could have a replacement for them. Atau bahasa mudahnya, relieve class. Well, at first we were like "yahoooooo!!!! " finally i can meet the pupils and have some experiment on them. Do not get me wrong! It's not like I took them to the lab or doing some surgery or what with those cylindrical tube so on, it's just that I waned to test my teaching ability and how they behave/ respond to me. It's on the coursework paper, baby! 

The first class I got was 5 Arif but then my friend handled it. I just observed and helped her a bit such as controlled the class. 5 Arif is okay since their class is beside bilik guru but imagine that I got 5 Bestari which is quite far from 5 Arif and guess what did they do? They were running in the class, some of them  even main lastik-lastik getah at their friends! I was so shocked. As expected, their teacher was not there, in charge for sukan and away from school. So, I just go into the class and they were so cute AT FIRST, asking me, 

" Teacher, teacher cikgu baru ke? Teacher nok ngajor kite ke?"

yeah yeah i was sleeping before the kids. yeah kidding

I just answered as simple as possible as I walked into the class. Then, we had introduction session and that took about 10 minutes + scolding them for being noisy + they keep lastik-lastik the others. I had no choice instead of scolded them and had to raise my voice a bit. However, I taught them the induction of my project - Occupation. I just gave them a brief about the occupation and the situation fitted the job. Like, 

"Where does fishmonger work?" 

- Market

And so on ...

So, I guess tomorrow should be the best day to test the songs. Okay. 

By the way, 2 Arif is good to me! They even asked for a selfie!

Amirul, Husna, and sorry i'm having amnesia huargghh

[ Day 1] Pengalaman SBE pertama! School-Based Experience

Hi Assalamualaikum.

Fewww fuh fuhhhh! Hari ini hari paling mendebarkan aku. Hari pertama kat sekolah wooo! Walaupun aku masih tak percayakan diri aku yang agak muda jugak untuk menjejakkan kaki ke sekolah tapi pengalaman harus didapati kan? Cam skema je ayat -.-

A great morning to start off with!

Bermula hari ini, selama seminggu aku akan menjalankan SBE ataupun PBS ataupun ROS ataupun Penilaian Berasaskan Sekolah. Pergi ke sekolah bukannya pergi mengajar pun tapi, sekadar memerhati situasi kelas dan sekolah malah menyiapkan tugasan yang diberikan oleh jabatan kampus masing-masing mengenai situasi pembelajaran di sekolah tersebut. Aku akui, aku agak kekok dan kurang menyesuaikan diri bila pertama kali jejakkan kaki ke sekolah tadi. Bukan apa, mungkin aku terbiasa dengan sikap introvert aku dan mudah bergantung pada orang yang rapat. Aku ber-SBE ( well aku panggil SBE sebab i major TESL, haruslah bahasakan mengikut omputis uols) dengan seorang rakan satu sekolah aku. Kami setuju ke sekolah SK Darat Batu Rakit ni pun sebab mak dia guru di sekolah tersebut. 

Pertama kali masuk ke pagar sekolah, aku sudah disajikan dengan drama seorang pelajar X yang membuat aksi sambil dihalang oleh guru bertugas dan pak cik guard kerana mahu keluar dari pagar sekolah. Aku agak berdebar dan risau dengan situasi yang aku baru lihat. It's not like it's my job to calm the boy down or what but i was imagining if i am in that teacher's shoes, what would i do? Would I scold him for behaving that way when I know the next morning he would do the same thing again, again, and again? So, what would be my solution? But, again the boy was all fine when he got into the class until the bell rang. He was all okay, going home safely. I guess he just cannot see the mom left him at the gate. 

I thought i was going to introduce myself at the assembly today. In front of, emmm around 100+ students? Well, that was okay enough but fortunately we don't have to! Glad to hear that. Then, we took our seats among the teachers' and greet everyone. How nice of me to be like that in the morning. My routine all changed because usually i did greet people in the morning but it would be 8.00 AM and above. Got no mood for that. So, I got to know some of trainee teachers from another IPG and UNISZA. Well, some of them are our peers and some of them already in final year. The most embarrassing moment was when i greet them as if they are all older than me ( absolutely thinking i am the youngest at the school but hell no!), then they told us that! How can i greet in this case, salam cium tangan someone the same age as me! Oh myyyyy!!!!

English is gesture too! Easy!

Alhamdulillah, for the very first day, we got the chance to get into classes and observe the way the teachers teach the pupils, and of course English classes only. Since it is Luar Bandar school, so i think i no need to justify more in here than in my assignment. Alhamdulillah too, this went better for my Information, Communication and Technology subject. 

And God, please let the rest of the days be better and i can socialize well. I really really really really want to improve that. The funniest was, as soon as the assembly finished, a lot of whatsapp notification got into the fone. I was like, hell don't they have to be in school and mingle or something like that? All of them - except those in Perak and Kuantan shared the first moments with the kids and some of them even started teaching! How lucky. Here, the teachers are well enough with the others practikums and I think we might just only have to observe. Really.

That's all for my reflections for today. 

p/s : they told that we have to introduce ourselves tomorrow at the assembly. They even have assembly everyday! omo!