Fewww fuh fuhhhh! Hari ini hari paling mendebarkan aku. Hari pertama kat sekolah wooo! Walaupun aku masih tak percayakan diri aku yang agak muda jugak untuk menjejakkan kaki ke sekolah tapi pengalaman harus didapati kan? Cam skema je ayat -.-
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| A great morning to start off with! |
Bermula hari ini, selama seminggu aku akan menjalankan SBE ataupun PBS ataupun ROS ataupun Penilaian Berasaskan Sekolah. Pergi ke sekolah bukannya pergi mengajar pun tapi, sekadar memerhati situasi kelas dan sekolah malah menyiapkan tugasan yang diberikan oleh jabatan kampus masing-masing mengenai situasi pembelajaran di sekolah tersebut. Aku akui, aku agak kekok dan kurang menyesuaikan diri bila pertama kali jejakkan kaki ke sekolah tadi. Bukan apa, mungkin aku terbiasa dengan sikap introvert aku dan mudah bergantung pada orang yang rapat. Aku ber-SBE ( well aku panggil SBE sebab i major TESL, haruslah bahasakan mengikut omputis uols) dengan seorang rakan satu sekolah aku. Kami setuju ke sekolah SK Darat Batu Rakit ni pun sebab mak dia guru di sekolah tersebut.
Pertama kali masuk ke pagar sekolah, aku sudah disajikan dengan drama seorang pelajar X yang membuat aksi sambil dihalang oleh guru bertugas dan pak cik guard kerana mahu keluar dari pagar sekolah. Aku agak berdebar dan risau dengan situasi yang aku baru lihat. It's not like it's my job to calm the boy down or what but i was imagining if i am in that teacher's shoes, what would i do? Would I scold him for behaving that way when I know the next morning he would do the same thing again, again, and again? So, what would be my solution? But, again the boy was all fine when he got into the class until the bell rang. He was all okay, going home safely. I guess he just cannot see the mom left him at the gate.
I thought i was going to introduce myself at the assembly today. In front of, emmm around 100+ students? Well, that was okay enough but fortunately we don't have to! Glad to hear that. Then, we took our seats among the teachers' and greet everyone. How nice of me to be like that in the morning. My routine all changed because usually i did greet people in the morning but it would be 8.00 AM and above. Got no mood for that. So, I got to know some of trainee teachers from another IPG and UNISZA. Well, some of them are our peers and some of them already in final year. The most embarrassing moment was when i greet them as if they are all older than me ( absolutely thinking i am the youngest at the school but hell no!), then they told us that! How can i greet in this case, salam cium tangan someone the same age as me! Oh myyyyy!!!!
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| English is gesture too! Easy! |
Alhamdulillah, for the very first day, we got the chance to get into classes and observe the way the teachers teach the pupils, and of course English classes only. Since it is Luar Bandar school, so i think i no need to justify more in here than in my assignment. Alhamdulillah too, this went better for my Information, Communication and Technology subject.
And God, please let the rest of the days be better and i can socialize well. I really really really really want to improve that. The funniest was, as soon as the assembly finished, a lot of whatsapp notification got into the fone. I was like, hell don't they have to be in school and mingle or something like that? All of them - except those in Perak and Kuantan shared the first moments with the kids and some of them even started teaching! How lucky. Here, the teachers are well enough with the others practikums and I think we might just only have to observe. Really.
That's all for my reflections for today.
p/s : they told that we have to introduce ourselves tomorrow at the assembly. They even have assembly everyday! omo!
