Wednesday, 7 October 2015

Lost Smile

Since when did i lost my smile. I don't know. maybe because of the business . We were struggling with the assignments' weeks and tutorials. Actually there should be a lot of free time before the assignment week but the lecturers gave us a lot of tutorials and works and presentations and all those readings which even a year is not enough!

I don't know if it was me alone deal with these but seems like we are now struggling even when the assignment week is over. This business makes me think for a while. What am i doing actually? Too much time or not enough time? Is it my attitude? Then, i keep feeling something wrong with this guy this girl those men these women like what the hell with my personality ? Am i having hormonal disorder?

I feel soooooooo LAZY to even smile at the others. I have a lot of problems and i can just blurt them out but i dont want to. People just dont understand and interested in me. I have no attraction at all. HAHAH ok i am faking my laugh.

so to be honest, i want to be the real me. the one who makes jokes and makes people laugh randomly. Amin InsyaAllah. #PrayForMijah #PrayForJokesToBeBack #PrayJeLahhh

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