bit by bit

Assalamualaikum and hi

i do not know others but i have a weird perngai since i was 18?

yes. since last year. since i finished my spm.

i was cutting a paper when encik rosli told me,

" stop that. what are you doing instead of listening to my lectures? stop doing two things in one time. Focus,girl"

and i was, okay.

i know. i know i have been this way for quite some time. 

whatever i am doing, i kept losing its pace and change for another thing straight away!

it was like this, if i was reading, when it got to the peak part(climax) or whatever you call it, i would suddenly remembered that i have not finish my laundry and abruptly, without any sense got up and did the laundry. Then, i would forget about the climax part if the book and left it for few days. The aftermath is when i realized that it was ages since i continue the reading only then i picked the book up and proceed my reading.

I was soooo worried because it affected my focus in (whatever) i do. Like in classes, i kept doing the same thing. It was like my body did a multitasking jobs. hey yeah, it was not sooooo me.

The main reason i do the multitasking is whenever i said,

"hold on baby. I need to finish this first,i will attend to you later"

and bammmm! after that i totally forget what should i do. the promise

so, what choice do i have?

pic : (still) finishing my book from wendy welch. from  may 2015 - now *cry*