Wrap Up ( SEM1 )

Assalamualaikum

Surely for most ( typical ) students especially me, i want to give thumbs up or in another way of appreciation to my another blessed life journey --- my study. Furthering study is the most beautiful event happened in my life, of course aside of my parents and family. Dulu,waktu umur lingkungan 5-6 tahun on the way to Tadika KEMAS ( well tu je yang dekat dengan rumah ) selalu keriangan kegembiraan pergi tadika setiap hari sebab dapat jumpa makcik yang jual rokok Arab tu. I don't know its specific name but i believe most of us call it rokok Arab. The flour thing when mixed and letak dia atas pemanggang bulat macam waffle baker tu pastu bila masak kekuning kuningan kita gulung dia dan umpphhh ! Umur tulah yang paling enjoy sekali sebab abah selalu hantar aku sambil pimpin tangan sampailah ke pagar tadika. Abah jarang hantar aku sampai ke muka pintu or sampai ke dalam kelas tadika sebab abah nak ajar anak dia supaya berani dan be independent. Nostalgiknya bila imbas balik ! ;)

Bila dah belajar luar Terengganu ni, rasa independent tu berguna la jugak sebab bila jauh berpuluh kilometer ni membuatkan aku berfikir, malah makin kuat akhir2 ni heheheh kenapa abah ummi ajar itu ini kat anak dia ni. Rupanya, ada hikmah semuanya ;P

Bila dah jumpa dengan strangers yang akan aku spend this whole upcoming five years dengan diorang buatkan rasa takut tu takde. Non. Maybe level state of dependent tu sama kot. Jadi, kami semua sama. Takut sesama,gembira sesama, lapar sesama. So, no big deal. And siapa sangka, dalam lima bulan lebih ni kami dapat kenal perangai masing-masing in a split second. ( even ada banyak lagi yang tak tertunjuk, i believe that)

nak nak perangai bangun tidur lewat tu. hahahhaha

Sometimes, i do feel isolated when what i want is not as expected. Hmm, macam mana nak cakap eh ? Macam ni, I am used to be alone or doing anything with my own way and mostly don't get along with the others. Instead of saying me as " arrogant " , they indeed comprehend me enough but i am feeling insecure bila benda tu terjadi. Seolah-olah next time bila perangai isolation aku ni terjadi lagi, mereka akan terbiasa dan selalu tinggalkan aku sendirian. That's really not what i have expected. Lagipun, tak selalunya aku perlukan masa sendirian. So, need more time to fix that :)

*above* is our Eid Mubarak first photo everrrr . * insert rainbow emoticon *

For Sem 1, we got absolutely cheerful and spontanoues ( ohmyspelling ) lecturers here, They even cheered and leveled our spirits up whenever we down. You know, the time when we had to handle lots of programmes and no one but us ourselves who stood behind each others, they tolerated. About the class and walaupun some of them ada yang tak puas hati sebab kelas kena postpone or setiap hari ada je lectures terganggu due to events progressions. 

Walaupun dalam hati kemain terloncat-loncat sebab kelas cancel tapi last-last menanggung padah jugak sebab kena ganti lulz. Those moments will never disappear. I promise. Insya Allah :)

Orientation week pulak, ( setakat yang aku ingat la ) amazing lah ! hahahah. We kept sticked to each others sebab kononnya we are the same option lah apa lah last-last memang stick pun sebab satu batch kita TESL satu kelas je . HAHAHAHAHHA ok tak kelakar ;P

I don't know whether to terus sambung or to PART 2 ( tu pun kalau rajin )sebab it is almost 1:30 sekarang ! Have a quite weird hobby lately --- tidur lewat pagi. 

Till then,

#muah