Can I Say I Love You ?

Assalamualaikum.

I thought I haven't tell 'bout my family in this blog. Supposedly, a blogger will tell his/her followers about how happy their family. Wadepakkk youuu! Hihi... I don't know why this night I would really really really want to tell you about my abang. Not abangs ! I only have a abang. Before that, entry ni ditulis sambil ku sumbat sumbat mulutku dengan tisuuu .Maluuuu ...........(!!!)

                                                    ehsan google

When I'm in primary school, we always had a fight even over a slight small matter. Even he tersalah letak or what his stuff kat mana2 ruang dalam rumah, I will scold him and we had a fight. He want to defend himself over his mistake and I'm surely want to provoke him on what he had done! What the......???

When we had a fight, he will gathered his army- my sister and we had a war! Broom, periuk, kuali, sos kicap dan segala khazanah dalam rumah menjadi sangat sangat 'tersusun kemas'. And, aku dan adik aku akan bertarik tarik rambut macam pompuan rebut pakwe and end up, she cried. Me..? Ketawa terbahak bahak sebab menang dalam battle. Yaaa....selalunya aku menang sebab aku main kotor. Itu duluuuu.....

When I in secondary school, we still dalam hubungan yg keruh. sangat keruh. Kitorang tak bertegur sapa pun.Apalagi kongsi cerita tentang pakwe makwe masing2.(aku takder pakwe pun!) Padehal aku sangat cemburu dengan kawan2 sebab diorang jalan with their abangs siap pegang tangan. Aku..?? Kalau berjalan sama2 jaraknya lapanpuluhlapan ribu kilometer!! wadepakkk...hihi.. 

Pernah sekali dia ejek aku sebab enrolled sekolah agama and have to wear tudung labuh tu semua. Aku pun rasa jugak nak lancar perang dunia ke-400 tapi takde mood. Just sabar...sabar...sabar...dalam hati, " apehal ko mcm biawak maasuk bandar tengok aku cam ni ??? " 

That's a sooooo age stories....

Now, I don't know why. I feel like I want to knee down in front of him and say, " I LOVE YOU,abang"

Erkkk!!! Nak muntah, taknak sebut abang! Geliiii...gay lah pulak rasa,haha... " I LOVE YOU,BRO" lah... amacam ? Why I want to say that ?

1] sejak habis PMR,  dia asyik diam dan tak cari pasal lagi dengan aku. ( bangga bebb !)
    [ ALHAMDULILLAH]

2] Dia selalu cuci kipas dinding dalam bilik aku sebab aku ni pemalas! Kipas dah hitam legam kicap pun malas nak basuh.[ALHAMDULILLAH]

3] Dia tolong buang katak besar bergajah dari baju aku semalam. Petang tadi sekali lagi, dia cuba gak cari katak tu, kot kot ada lagi kat baju aku. Ohh, aku rasa mcm sweetttt gilak gilak tauuu!! [ALHAMDULILLAH]

4] Sanggup jemur baju yg aku lupa nak jemur walaupun pakaian aku sekalipun. Serius! Rasa bertuah petala ke lapan! [ALHAMDULILLAH]

5] sanggup keluar pergi beli burger/ makanan even jam dah pukul 1 pagi semata mata nak penuhi impian perutku yang hensem ni... [ ALHAMDULILLAH]

Ya! That's him know.... Dulu, kemain seorang yang malas nak kemas rumah, selalu buat aku sakit hati but turn into a GOOD guy for me! haha....And this changes happened when I got my PMR result. I don't know why .......and what should I say to him now ?? It is...???.

" Abang, I LOVE YOU " ( ehhh! geli lah aku nyahhh!)

" Bro, I LOVE YOU " ( ganas sangat!)

" EH, kauuu! basuh baju aku !" ( diktatornya!)

" hmm...em.....hemm..... " ( gagap dowh!)

Ahhh! I know, what if I'm not saying anything and let him berkhidmat bakti untuk akuuu je! hahaha....( jahhattt! )

sekian, wassalam.